Man, I'm invincible. But once your eyes are open, it's for good.

I was going to do a work outing with office friends. We're talking about the Christian type. Because 2 were female, I was looking for an out.

A few red flags and body language signs later, something becomes clear. I couldn't un see the fact that church girl is having an affair with married wise man, and I am one of the pawns that make it a not so blatant affair.... I stayed for overtime my friends.

Then my roomy let her girlfriend break her lease for her today (I know, like 16 sins. I'm getting there quickly). This girl pretends to be a man, but can't send a text to handle her own business.

I'm so fucking stoked to be living alone, though. I've arranged a minimal lifestyle with dirt cheap lot rent and a trailer I own. Now I get to enjoy it.

So, I go to get myself a bottle of scotch to celebrate. Im processing the changes, but now it's me just viewing and distancing myself from a world I know isn't my responsibility.

Buy my scotch (Cutty dark, cheap and good) and am greeted by a familiar face. See, the last girl I cucked over, a single mom, flirted with this 120 lb Greasy dude right in front of me not too long ago. And he comes out of the back, being super fucking creepy. "how's it going... Man?.. You be careful"

Super beta and not the least bit threatening. I chuckle and head out. I almost thought for a moment, "is he banging her and hearing about me, or does he blame me for not getting his dick wet?"

Then I remembered that debt ridden single mom isn't my problem, and he's a liquor store clerk in his prime.

Man I love life, but the world is fucking weird from this vantage point. Thoughts? Feel free to tear me a new one!! Lol