I'm almost 30 virgin man, haven't even kissed before. I'm not millionaire but a regular guy whose problem is being fat. Im 6.18 feet tall and weigh 310 pounds. I might say that's why I'm still virgin. Although I'm not a bad person at all. Yes call me an incel but I'm not a psychopath.

Lately it's been like I have given up on women. (I'm not gay)

However, I always feel like an incomplete person. I feel like I want and need to be able to have sex at least once to feel and be a complete person.

Looking desperate as you grow older becomes a problem as people and women expect you to be a competent person in so basic things like that. That experience is needed to defend yourself in life too.

I've seen already all problems modern women carry with them and that being a desperate with no experience makes you an easy target for any woman.

A couple of them have tried to take money from me by acting interested and making me feel close to finally have sex when in fact they weren't even gonna kiss me. Thanks to mgtow I didn't end up that damaged both times.

But ended up feeling like an ass and that I was worth nothing as a man or a person. Mgtow teaches is not your fault and to keep going. However, red pill is as hard to swallow as can be.

After thinking of prostitutes I'm afraid of becoming to finish ruining my mind about human relationships, Even worse afraid of getting in love with a prostitute or getting an std.

So much red pill in my life that now made me feel like I wish I could just turn off my penis so I don't feel like needing sex. 🤦‍♂️

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