I've just started looking at MGTOW and been watching alexander grace on youtube and I feel like it all makes sense. My last relationship I was cheated on abused emotionally and physically however felt like it was my fault and i did something wrong. I've been on a few dates since and hookups since they weren't fulfilling at all and the girls were not interesting at all. I truely feel like going my own way away from women but i still feel slight denial. How do I truly embrace going my own way? I'm finding this a really hard pill to swallow but I think its starting to go down.