9 months since my last relationship. These days I'm feeling like i need a girl ( a relationship) But then i look at the amout of mind fuck i have to deal with,i tell myself I'm better alone I'm also going through this patren where I'm missing my classes.I'm feeling super un motivated. Besides girls who used to be into are being distant. This is a rant post, i honestly dont have anyone who understands this kinds of stuff, Most of my friends are bluepilled.