Need some help mgtow brothers, more like guidance, to make things short, i'm a 19 yo man from Venezuela, that tells almost the entire picture, i'm a CS student in 2nd semester, i'm not doing well, i feel like a dumb waste of rocks and bricks, right now i don't have any sort of direction or idea of what i want to do with my life, i waste a lot of time endlessly watching videos on youtube and can't focus on things that i believe are more important.

I often think if i've made the right choice going for a bachelor degree or should i make a shift for a shorter degree like an associate (i think these are the equivalent to a "Licenciatura" and a "Tsu"), money is not a problem because i'm studying in a public university, but i think for an associate i'd have to spend some money, sometimes i feel that if i had to pay to study, i wouldn't be in this stupid situation.

Because of this country shitty economy, i can't do most of the things i'd want to do, almost everything i can think of, learning an instrument, gaming, getting fit, eating good, cooking, etc, so pretty much no hobbies.

I can't think of leaving the country because of money and because the people in the neighbor countries are idiots that want things free and support the same shit that destroyed my country.

That's it i guess, to you mgtow brothers i ask for some guidance, thanks in advance and sorry for the inconvenience.

If i have made a mistake, please tell me so i can improve my English.

If you have made it this far, thanks for your attention.

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Update: I would like to respond to each response individually, but i don't know what to say besides thank you, thank you so much.