I'm 22, finishing my Master's of Engineering right now. I'm on track to graduate and have a 4.0 as of now, but that's at a bit of a risk. I'm in two separate group projects right now and they're both stressful as fuck. I'm not in danger of failing them or anything, we're on the borderline for A/B thanks to my shitty ass groupmates. One of the groups is all girls, don't need to say much more than that. Basically I'm forced to do all of the project management since they can't take a minute out of their day to respond to important messages, and I do the majority of the work on top of it.

Second group has one kid in it who is a PhD student and ironically doesn't do jack shit for our class. Kid complains in our meetings "geez this seems like a lot of work"...good luck getting your PhD buddy, if you think this class is a lot of work, you're in for a really shitty next 3 years. I already emailed the professor about his lack of a work ethic and how our other partner and I have been forced to do everything, and she said she'd like to hear from me on a weekly basis regarding his production. Well he still sucks. Everything he does needs to be monitored by me and my groupmate to make sure he's not doing too shitty of a job. We still got an 89 for the first half of the semester...hoping our professor gives my groupmate and I the benefit of the doubt at the end. I know, first world problems, but it adds to what I'm actually depressed about.

Jobs. I had two interviews so far with startup companies which went well, but basically neither one of them have the requisite funding to hire me right now. They both sound very unstable right now, so I have about 50-60 pending applications at other companies. I'm graduating in just over a month and I don't have any avenues right now that look good. I keep pumping out a few applications a day in my spare time when I'm not staying on top of my group projects and other classes, but I really really really want a job soon. I've been all over LinkedIn and Indeed and doing everything I can think of. Hoping to pump out another 20-30 apps this weekend when I have time. It's just depressing. On top of that I've been feeling kind of lonely and weak when it comes to sort of wanting a girl to just lay with...I've been MGTOW for a while now but sometimes when I'm feeling down the urges to want some company really do elevate. I don't know what to do right now other than keep working and hoping for the best. I just wish I could see the light at the end of the tunnel. I know some people have it much worse than I do right now, but I still feel pretty shitty. I know I'm qualified to work at some of these companies, I know how to get shit done and manage projects, but I just feel so unwanted in every part of life right now.