I'm day 3 into MGTOW. I'm getting adjusted into my new journey, here my issue I'm facing.

I live with the woman who "helped" me get into going my own way. I'm getting the female withdrawal. It isn't a withdrawal from her, per se. I miss the companionship mostly. I miss having someone around, even when the relationship was not that great. I am unemployed until Tuesday, so I cannot nose to the grindstone yet to get myself unfocused. I, unfortunately, lost a lot of my contacts while tending to her. As a result, my

She has the guy she left me for, over this evening to the apartment. meek, thin, fella. he is 18. She is 19. Shes very used goods after my run with her. I'm just having a hard time figuring out what I want from here. I know I need to get back to working, I know she is of no use to me, as well as any woman, as they will bring my conquest to improve my self down. I just cannot get into the mindset that I don't her. Tips? Thoughts? Anything I can further explain?

Thank you.