Hi, just for starters, I was doing my internship at a large engineering company, and meet my future wife. Who happen's to work there as well, and when, I graduate from college. I'll be making very good money.

I kinda already knew her before working there anyway. Through a mutual friend we'll call him Brock to keep things anonymous and will call my wife Kate.

Anyway, Brock was a tall 6'3, masculine, athletic guy everybody loved at our local college. Great guy and will name him my best man at our wedding. Plus, my wife and Brock used to date in the past. But, the past is the past.

Here's how it all got started. My wife was working in HR at the time, and she was always very nice to me. She often flirted with me and started saying nice things about to me. Like, how smart, I am, or how nice and polite, I was for a person my age. (In her past she tried dating guys her age, but preferred younger guys who were athletic).

I always found her very attractive. She often flirted with me but kept me at arms length. Later on, I decided to ask her out for dinner and found out we had somethings in common.

Thing's really turned around for me at college after a long project and workload. She received a large promotion at work and both of us were very happy. I guess good things happen all together, right?

We later decided to move in together and start planting down roots. However, during that time my uncle passed away and had to explain to her, why, I'll be away for a long period of time. Dealing with my uncle's estate and will. Once the house was sold, I decided to surprise her with the good news.

However, she even surprised me with a even bigger thing. I found her she was pregnant. This made me really happy, I was going to be a father and decided we'll start a family together.

We started searching for a house we'll raise our family in and what type of home we'll look for. Additionally, from my uncles estate, I had enough funds to buy a place, but was short on the place we really wanted. Lucky she had good credit and had a bank loan taken out. It would be pretty easy for me to pay it off fairly quickly.

She was also very supportive in the time after my uncle's death and how I handle all the inheritance stuff. When I mentioned it to her.

We were together for about 11 months now. However, once in our relationship she mentioned Brock still had feelings for her. But, she explained to me nothing had happened between her and Brock, but were close friends. That was that.

And, also mentioned to me how her ex-boyfriends abused her. I asked what type of guys she was dating in the past, and what made her pick me? Just to add context to this, she explained why she picked me and tried dating nice guys instead of alpha male type guys. I myself was not that tall about 5'9 and she was about 5'11 roughly. Majority of the guys she dated were 6ft and over and good looking. Like model good looking.

Once the relationship progressed even further, I mentioned, I'll be graduating college soon and have exams coming up soon. So, I started staying up late and going to my study place while my wife was at work.

She always compliments my niceness and caring nature. On how, I cook for us and bought her a nice wedding ring with diamonds on it.

Kate's always messaging her friends and family all the time on how happy she is on our relationship and how, I'm going to make a great father.

We started planning our wedding and come to the conclusion we wouldn't have enough for our dream wedding. So, I decided, I'll take a small loan of around $19,000 dollars. She has rather expensive tastes and attractions. In my philosophy, you only get to live life once so why not make it court?

I made my best man Brock because of him, I wouldn't have meet her, and Brock and I close friends. He told me the best advice in life was confidence. Brock Chadwick is like a brother to me and decided we'll name our child after him in his honor for being the brother, I never had.

TL;DR - I'm feeling very nervous about something don't know why, and starting think it's mostly the age gap in our relationship and don't know how to deal with it?

And, I feel very nervous on getting married this is something completely alien to me and very foreign. How would you guys handle all of this? I'm just feeling a bit overloaded at the moment for typing this.