I know I absolutely shouldn´t do this, but there is a part of me that just wants to put my redpill knowledge to practice and not hide and pretend to be an incsel anymore to stay unter the radar.

Guess I´ve been mgtow my whole life without knowing it. Always valued true friendship more than dates and sex. Went against the mayority with my hobbies in all kinds of areas, but I do what I want to do anyways, regardless of what people say of it. Did my own and let people do their own. I`m sporty and would describe myself as decent looking.I guess confident in myself but like to stay out of trouble and drama so I play nerdy and pretend to not get people (which was true for women before I redpilled myself, but it didn´t bother me much).

The indifferent menality probably got me a handful of lais if you want, and being into self improvement i decided last year to become better in dating and develope some game ( my old bluepill version rationalized that game is something for for players and cheaters, I´d rather "just be myself" and think of myself that I´m morally superior)During this process I redpilled myself (matt cross dating coach introduced me to the red pill, rollo tomassi did the rest) - being really rational and reflective I had no problem to call myself out on my bluepill behavious - not shure if I´m over the redpill rage stage or not.I also dated a bit with a redpill lense lately.

So much for my backgound... now here is my question:I feel a bit like that lately: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L-98RjrmqO4#t=1m16s

Some kind of being in a circle of female friends and drop the mask. letting them know or rather showing them that they are open books to me, laugh at their shit-tests and shaming tactics, not jumping through their hoops and be dancing monkeyboy.

I know I absolutely shouldn´t do this, cause the friendship relaion will be forever damaged and they will come after me for a lifetime...

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Has anybody here been in a situation like that? How did it play out?