I thought that after a break up things would get better day by day but it's only getting worse. Brah, I am working out, doing the things that I used to, when is this bullshit gonna end? Why do I feel like a shit, I did not deserve any of this bullshit. I dont want to end up like a bum under a bridge because of some stupid ass-woman, whats wrong with me? I realised guys that nothing you say here is gonna help me get better. Why are men made to suffer all their lives, whats the point and who decided that? Why are people nowadays have turned to fake ass shits. Why do all people leave from my life? Am I such a fucking bitch? I cant even be me anymore. If I am emotional I am asked to man-up, if I am being arrogant asshole alpha male, I am cruel and heartless. If I say truth - people laugh. If I tell joke - people think I am an idiot. I dont know who the fuck I am anymore. What the fuck is wrong with retards in this stupid-ass world.