I just learned this group existed. Interesting to feel somewhat at home and hope to contribute.

I was just thinking back to this girl I hung out with about 4-5 years ago today. She asked me if I slept with anyone (basically insinuating I may be gay). I said not really, I guess I'm celibate. Her response was yeah I guess involuntarily. And yet I continued to hang out with her for a year after this. Just makes me sick to look at the desperation and lack of self respect I had for myself. It just hurts but I'm happier alone getting strength from within than basing my self worth on what a woman thinks of me.