In all honesty I would love to have the capacity to just completely ignore all females I come across but my biological hardwiring is so strong.

You guys know how it is, I glanced in a certain direction an her ass happened to be in frame so I had a look and the girl working beside her saw exactly what I was doing and immediately whispered to her, by the time she mentioned it and was scouring in my direction I was completely disengaged and focused on the work at hand.

I'm slightly annoyed to be honest, I've overheard this girl in particular talk about how she specifically only exercises her ass, no upper body work at all. She was wearing a really tight skirt that just shows how glorious her ass is and I'm sure she knows exactly what she's doing with it.

Whatever, as far as I'm aware that's the first time I've ever been caught and I assume now she thinks I'm some creep but I know that if i had it in me to 100% ignore her figure I would but I'm not some superman and that ass is just too phat.

Think I'm just a bit peeved that something so automatic for me is often perceived negatively despite it being the most natural thing for a guy to do, maybe it's a reflection of my own self discipline but I know it's not something I should be ashamed about despite whatever taboo status society assigns it.

Fuck it I'm not going to talk to her anyway I guess this is just a rant... if I knew a way to get rid of this testosterone drive without castrating myself then I would. I want to go full monk mode and ghost half the population.

Being a young MGTOW is a weird way to live when your fighting your own nurture & nature.

I know, give it another 20 more years and my drive will go down but right now it's probably something I need to learn to channel