Hello everyone, this is my first post here so please take it easy on me lol.

Have you ever felt this feeling before where when you are just focused on yourself and genuinely not interested in chasing women or even thinking about women, you feel joy. I mean I've felt more sorrow than joy when i was chasing, pondering and even to a certain degree obsessing about them. Its not that i hate women but i feel better when they are not in my life but idk it does get a bit lonely you know. I mean you pump and dump but theres no intimate connection. Like the only intimate connection you can truly have is with urself but sometimes you do crave the warmth of someone else you know.

Thoughts?