Three years ago I was with a girl a single mother and a total madwoman, acting in the most cruel way when I was not the most affectionate girl in the world, I must say that I was completely haunted was her slave, I thought I could help her, save her, I thought in becoming her white gentleman, a fucking blue pill, although I must thank that thanks to her I was able to take the red pill, and in the time it was a bitter medicine, the rage of helplessness the shame of realizing that you were being used , realizing how deep was the rabbit hole many sleepless nights, stupid ideas in my head, The rage of the red pill is something I do not want to happen again, but it is a necessary evil

I still go out with girls, but I learned to be the worst bastard, treat them like trash and tell them in the face that I do not trust a shit, and they still look for me, I tell them that I am not the man for them and they will still have legs when I call

the lesson is not to put the pussy on a pedestal, the only place for the pussy is the floor or below

NOTE: sorry for my English, it is not my native language, although I put a lot of effort into learning it