Summers are really difficult for me since classes tend to be online a lot. Been having a rough time lately. Just wondering how you guys manage a MGTOW lifestyle without your inner self trying to convince you to mess it up. The loneliness the need to be held stuff like that just eats away at me. Luckily the meds keep me from breaking down as easily as I used to but damn can I still feel that bottled up pain. I don't really know anymore. I'm pushing through my life trying to improve myself a step at a time with what I can handle yet I still feel empty worthless that there is no point in my existence. Feels like I want someone to use me to gain praise from them or something. My mind is so muddled and full of these thoughts and I can't seem to make it stop. What do you guys do with decent success?