Pothead here. Have not smoked in 6 weeks and I can't go back for at least multiple years. I'm 1 percent for sure in terms of marijuana addiction. Literately had heroin addicted weed dealers want to cut me off.

That being said, fapping kind of makes me worse, and I just can not ever interact w/ a female again. Im blackhole pilled and I kinda lost my mojo. So I'll need something to take the edge off once in awhile.

I kind of suck at drinking though. Once I start I don't stop and I got a iron third leg so no one has ever cut me off and it takes hours to feel it. I won't puke till early am or after I wake up.

I don't mean to drink that way. It just happens.

How do I enjoy alcohol responsibility but also semi regularly?

Thanks for your kindness.,