So basically I'm a teen and the hormones are rampant rn. Half of me wants kids and a wife who loves me and to live a wholesome life, but the other rational side tells me it's all bs and I'll most likely end up getting used. I'm staring to fall for a girl in my grade, but I know I'll end up depressed as she is rather popular among the upperclassmen. I wouldn't say like someone who dates alot, but is really friendly with other guys. How can I suppress my emotions and just stop wanting a gf/wife in general?