I hate summer vacation. My job gives me a week off and I have no idea what to do. I always feel so bad during these vacations I get because of the programming. I should be with a girl. I should be out vacationing somewhere. I should be out partying. I just want to stay home, but I always feel a tinge of pain. Maybe there is more? I hate summer vacation. I just want to go back to my structure and routine.