So I'm pretty good at pulling people's strings... More specifically, and relevant to this thread: Im pretty good at pulling women's strings... And when I say "pretty good", I mean "I'm basically a puppet-master"...

Now, when I lost my virginity @20 (I'm 29 now...) I became "obsessed with sex"... The girl I slept with made a comment like "How were you so good? (after she found out I was a virgin...)" and then went on to say "Well, 'pretty good'"... Honestly, it practically became a mission for me to become "the ultimate sexual pleasurer"... If you look at the time frame (that was like 2010 or 11) until now, I'm sure you can see a lot of significant changes in the way women act (assuming you're old enough to remember how they were before)... And being a "puppet-master", to clueless puppets, naturally, I not only saw the strings that made people act certain ways, but I was pulling them, so I know, and WATCHED certain changes occur...

There's a whole specific history to this (like "I got fucked over, and then began to practically exploit girls' slutty nature, and basically pull strings in ways that exploited their lack of self-control, which is why, and how you see so many girls being slutty af these days, and the good-old 'trust and love' aspect of relationships doesn't even exist anymore"...) (not saying I turned every girl out, but kind of... and I still do it to this day...) I'm one to kind of "integrity test everything", since I've been fucked over/caught off guard so many times, so naturally, I exploited the fallacy in human nature, and you might even say the "artificial social structure that we had been living in before"... Women, and people generally, are animal like... To have "virtue" is basically a "modification of natural tendencies", imo... Some people will, and some people won't do horrendous things if you let them... Its self-control, and "modification of natural tendencies" that keeps people from doing horrendous things... I've exposed people's "lack of self-control", to put it bluntly... (And I quite often do it to this day, again, just to "integrity test" people...)

Honestly, doing this "integrity test" has exposed a lot to me that I probably otherwise would not have known... Which has raised a lot of questions... It seems like a LOT of things in this world "fail the integrity test", and honestly, I think a lot of the "major-changes" you have, been, and might continue to see in the world, are going to be effects of these "integrity tests" exploiting the true nature of things... Like I said: I feel like "virtue" (I keep wanting to say "valor" for some reason...) is a modification of natural tendencies... The only way that is up-kept is by will-power and force... This, again, has led to a lot of questions, and again, exploitation of this seems to have already caused some significant changes in society, and it think it will continue to...

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My conclusion: most people are straight fucking morons (many women especially) and will practically do whatever society allows them, and even suggests... Many people are very easily manipulated, while many others "pull the strings"... At the end of the day, self-control is the ability to say "NO" when you need to... Many people can, and have been coerced into doing stupid shit... I feel like this is honestly leading to a "reconstruction of social values", which is why so many people feel lost in life, today... Honest to God human values exist, and they are part of our human nature, but they take a certain amount of self-control to upkeep: even a ferocious lion wont injure a helpless baby doe... The "social structure" that existed for centuries before this, with "respect, dignity, virtue, loyalty, honor, etc", that has allowed us to get where we are today, seems to have been corrupted, and "inclusion" and "acceptance of everything" (even if its retarded...), and even the threat of being considered "biggoted" or even "racist" for not liking certain things, has compromised the integrity of the social structure that has gotten us this far... I dont think its good, I don't like it, and I think its something that has been intentionally promoted to weaken society... People have practically been inhibited from up-keeping their standards... Standards that are practically inseparable from the success of society... Moral disfunction leads to everything disfunction, and if people cant trust each other, (that is: RELY ON EACHOTHER...) then people cant cooperate, and the progress slows down...

Like I said: I think this is intentionally promoted by people who WANT a weakened society, namely those people who profit off of idiot worker's labor (and so on...) The only solution to this I see is for people to man the fuck up, grow some balls, upkeep their own standards, even if that means "flying in the face of idiot society", and people, hopefully, some way, some how, realizing how stupid they've been, and maybe, just maybe, not being so rachet... (But then again, I don't see that second one happening... Some people just seem destined to end up on Jerry Springer, or "Maury"...)

I won't say I was "used", but I will say I might have been a "useful idiot" in the role I played in "corrupting society", but then again, like I said, I like to "stress test things" to test their integrity, and honestly, I'm kind of glad I found out how unreliable so many people and things were, BEFORE I put myself in a stupid position, where I needed them...

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Just some food for thought, maybe a "train of thought", to kind of consider what I might call "an important part of reality"... People are idiots: I dont think there's much that's gonna happen to change that... But groups of people CAN isolate themselves from others, and very well should "keep the swine out"... That's all for now... Thank you guys for reading... I wish you all well in your "MGTOW" adventures... Moreso, I hope you all find a woman that is worthy of your honor... Peace...