Hello guys. I’m currently married to a woman who I believe I love. Today was our anniversary. And feelings of inadequacy have popped up. I’m currently unemployed and she provides for us both. She has been a rock for a few years but I was hers for many. While I do have access to her her phone as she does mine. I had a job interview today I can’t help but shake the feeling something is up.

I do have a child with another woman as well, when I was in work, the child support I paid and other expenses were insane, once I was out of work I no longer got to see my child.

I guess what I’m asking is, is. Is the woman I’m currently with using me for anything? how would I know?