Every relationship I have been in has resulted in my being manipulated into completely disregarding myself and focusing only on them. My goals end up becoming whatever I think will make them happy. Well I have finally decided to work only towards my own happiness. I am saving my money now. I plan to sell my condo, buy a cabin in the forest, and live just me and my dog. I have the ability to work remotely, so i can get myself set up and live a beautiful, peaceful life by myself.