Hello mgtow men,

I'll try to write this succinct as I possibly can.

Firstly for the start I do not consider myself mgtow men, but I really appreciate and respect men who are mgtow and I myself reflect a lot of values from mgtow community. For the start I'm 22 year old male studying in UK I recently broke up with girlfriend, it was long-distance relationship we been together for 8 months. We've met in Lithuania she were there with Erasmus+ volunteering service. She have worked there with mentally disabled and special need children. We spent first 3 months of relationship in Lithuania afterwards she travelled back to Germany and after 2 months we met again in Germany (I've took a flight there) then we met again in end of the October for 5 days. She was the kindest, solicitous and warm-hearted person I've ever met, she had beautiful soul. I've loved heart so much, hard to describe. From my previous dating experience I've only dated broken up girls, with shitty past relationship, daddy problems, ect you name it. Her family were normal, strong father figure, good mother and two brother couldn't ask for better. But here's the problem, a week ago I decided to end a relationship with her, I've destroyed her heart, being with her through distance wasn't easy it hurts a lot. She loved me as I person well, but she wasn't very good looking tho, from the looks perspective you could consider I "outmatch" her league I guess, but i didn't care because she were beautiful person. I need advice here from anyone who has an experience in the relationship since it was my first relationship, I still love her a lot I think that breaking up with her was the worst decision I've made in my life and I want to get her back BUT I'm not sure if it's worth it? should I do it? I've broken her hearth, and our relationship trust. I just right now understand how bad decision it was, but I'm not sure at the same time what should I do? should I let her go? Should I try to apologise? I'm think that I'm are a complete moron. I have so many doubts in my head and uncertainties. It's long-distance relationship I'm in UK she's in Germany. I will appreciate any reasonable response!

Cheers lads.