How do you guys do it? How do you not think about or want women?

I'm addicted and have always been addicted since 12 years old I was addicted to girls. I always wanted a gf and love.

I don't have a career or job,or drive. My life went down hill after I lost my grandpa who was my rock in life. That was August 2008. I drove at that time and got a shit job at Meijer stocking and unloading truck. But I was addicted to finding a gf again. I used to get on mocospace a old dating site. And try very hard to improve myself in looks.

Anyways I lost my job,lost my license then car, was stuck in a bad situation. Turned homeless in 2015 ,now I'm at a group home. I got free wifi,and I have a phone I managed to get off someone. But I wake up and my motivation isn't there to really try hard at finding employment. Because women are so stuck on my mind. Even if I applied for a subway down the road I think it'll be forever to save money and no girl will want a guy working at subway either. I think I'd be wasting my time more except extremely busy and I'm 35 going on 36.

I filled out some applications today a few of them. I'm in a job program and went through two months of computer training on Microsoft and data entry and typing and excel. But this is the hard part in looking for employment, I got a new lady that works with me but I've only seen her once in a month.

Anyways what advice can you give me to stop hitting on girls on the internet,stop dwelling on them,stop being miserable and sad over them and just focus on jobs? Please let me know. I even watch porn and it does no good.