Ok so let me explain, I live in the US but I’m half American half French. I’ve lived my entire life in America and I’ve been bullied and excluded by males but mostly females. I’ve never experienced a emotional bond with a female and almost everyone of them hated me for no reason, so I started to become more indipendent and have a few close friends that I trust. I started to care more about myself: going to the gym, eating healthy and care more about the little things. Now, the French part comes in. For Christmas and the new year I went to Paris, that’s where’s my dad from, and I met for the first time this girl, the daughter of a close family friend. At the beginning she was a bit shy but when the days passed we got closer and she became really funny and empathic. At the beginning I just did it for fun but then when we started going out with friends, she had eyes only for me and she was always available and submissive. I could show my true self since she didn’t know what the others think of me and the way American femoids treated me.

I think that karma exists because after all I’ve passed, now I met this girl that is like and really cute anime character, and when I’m in France I feel in another reality where I can be whatever I want to.

Should I open myself and try this new experience with this girl or not trust her? I really feel like this is my revenge against all the people that bullied and excluded me