I think introductions are in order, I am a black man, 20 years old, and I had taken the red pill around a year ago, I found mgtow completely by accident on the red pill - PUA side of Reddit, and honestly, after going my own way, the freedom I feel, after that unplugging, the feelings of being lost and without purpose were completely overwhelming, however after understanding that I am free, that I can pursue whatever I so please, that the only thing that matters in my life is myself, my morals and my freedom, well gentlemen, I don't need to explain how that feels.

Currently I am a full time student and a bouncer at various pubs, night clubs and bars throughout London, let me not get started on how ridiculous unawakened men look to me these days, but what really surprised me, is that I believe men feel more deeply than women, I have no evidence for this as of yet but when speaking to some of these men, is how quickly they open up, usually revealing some very deep seeded depression, anger etc, this is especially the case among the unhappily enslaved man, It had been explained to me through the videos on YouTube that the mgtow community creates that this sort of thing is prevalent amongst blue pill men, however I'd compare it more to an epidemic, these men were damaged, systematically and repeatedly, mainly by women in their past and/or their present stage in life, and honestly I think it is because they can find no sort of refuge in their fellow blue pill men, it is more apparent to me that because of the consistent and relentless shaming that is received on both sides, you can't show vulnerability to a man who is blue pill since all they will give are your typical responses, and women, taking refuge in women will inevitably kill a man, in the sense that, when women get men to open up, it is only ever for the sake of ensuring he remains a useful utility for her ends.