I am really struggling with everyday life. Been struggling with high anxiety and distractability my whole life.

I am pretty apathetic as well. I have been on meds for adhd but they increase my anxiety even more, without much of an improvement in cognitive ability. The mix of anxiety and apathy is just horrible. I am always anxious but don't really care either. I have no aspirations or goals. I feel empty.

I make constant mistakes at work. I start daydreaming a few minutes after starting a new task. I just see no point in life.

I am not deperessed. I can see that there are pros to life dor some people, I just don't feel there are pros for me. Feels like I am just carrying on till I die one day.