Before MGTOW, I was relatively blue pilled. I've only had one relationship which only lasted like 3 months. It was rather platonic. She would make up excuses to not hang out and she would be flirting/texting other guys so I cut ties with her. That didn't really deter me to not want a serious relationship although it was a baby step to the MGTOW approach. There was a former employee that I thought genuinely cared about me so I was head over heels for her but long story short, she was a snake in the grass like most if not all females. That incident is what lead me to find MGTOW. I started searching things like "I'm sick of women" or "Women are the same" etc. I've been single for nearly a decade now but I haven't discovered MGTOW till 2 years ago. I was the blue pill type that wanted a serious relationship with the perfect woman but now I know that unicorns simply don't exist. I no longer want a serious relationship now. I kind of want to pump and dump, but I really don't want to take the risk of getting an STD. That, and I'm pretty introverted. I dislike most people and I really hate going out so I'm probably better off opting out. I really love the MGTOW approach. I used to be depressed about being alone but thanks to MGTOW, I'm happier/thankful now than I've ever been.