I’m 24, been MGTOW without even knowing for most of my life.

Been focused from age 14 to 18 on building a company that ended up not working out as well as expected but that got me to meet incredible people and businessmen that pushed me forwards in life nonetheless.

I used to not even understand why some chicks blew up my phone every day and would talk trash about me when I rejected them without even realizing when they asked me out. It’s funny looking back at this.

I messed up at 22 though, I had worked my ass off all these years on that company and then to enter an elite business school and score all these grades but never focused on relationships. So I thought “maybe I’m missing out” I hooked up with some chicks and the breakups were pretty violent.

Thinking back at this, I realize that I actually never had feelings for these women. The only reason I got together with some is just to be more intimate. All the bad emotions came from the fact that I was not being myself with them to get them into my bed since I actually gave 0 shits. Horrible year, but learnt to stay myself, be real.

In that logic, I think I’m not the only one who’s been fake at least once to bed a girl. So in a sense, we’re all not perfect. Women have their standards, and many men wear a mask.

What I can say though for sure is that I spent way too much money, energy and emotions with all these useless relationships. It was the least productive year of my life for sure.

I think that the worst emotional moments I ever experienced were all caused by women. Never did I feel strong negative emotions at work or anywhere else. The more I keep a distance from them, the more peaceful life is, the more time I have to grind and build my empire.

So life is so good being single. Maybe I’m weird but I feel very uncomfortable when even close friends tell me how great their new girlfriend is, how she’s different from all the other girls and all... what a joke.

Of course there are great women out there, caring women who’d be great mothers and especially loyal and everything... Several I met I also still kept my distance because even if they are amazing people I can’t give my freedom away just because they’re great people. I still get that uncomfortable feeling that I’ll be compromising my future if I get too close.

The more objectively I think about it all the more I realize how ridiculous relationships are. I have so many acquaintances who are desperate to find someone because they’re lonely or feeling worthless, or want to have a family for absolutely no good reason apart because they are bored...

All this to say that I’ve been a mgtow since I’m young without even knowing. Funny thing, my mom and grandfather taught me the things you guys preach on here.

Cheers !