any misanthropes here? cant really stand human interaction anymore, male and especially female. havent had a friend in about 8 years and dont feel inclined to, disgusted with fake exaggerated human interaction in fact and dont have much contact with family anymore because i just really dont agree with them or appreciate their personalities/narcissisism/ignorance. may sound weird but i think ive browsed too much filth and horror on the internet and have permanently scared my vision of the human race to ever recover (ill spare the details of what ive seen but you can use your imagination). im not too concerned with being entirely alone but sometimes i question if my cynicism and degree of repulsiveness is 'healthy'. these days i just want to stay inside play video games and watch documentaries, but its getting old just doing that between work and chores.

sorry if this is off topic , but the rest of reddit is a cesspit