I'll preface this with saying I'm content.

For the last 4 years I have not had an income. My food comes from food stamps and my medical comes from medicaid.

What you should know about me is I'm diagnosed as bipolar or manic-depressive and do not drive.

I would go on to state that I have a love affair with alcohol.

I would say that I have been a part of living the MGTOW life in some fashion the last 13 years of my life.

While being MGTOW in my beliefs about myself and what I'm going to do over the years I did find myself doing things to get laid (ie. buying drinks for girls).

My existence for the last 4 years has been a blessing and a bane to my existence as well.

Depression floors me and makes it hard for me to keep a job, so the one thing that I have done and found is women to pay my way just like women look for men to pay their way.

I had a 3 year relationship with a woman that besides my bouts with depression was bliss. She paid the rent, fed me, took me to entertainment type venues and was my personal chauffer.

It only ended mainly because of me. That I was tired of her. Bored of fucking her. ETC.

Recently through the joy that is tinder I found a new lover who ATM is providing me with things I desire. Booze, entertainment, cooks for me and smokes her weed with me. Will it go on for a period of time? Maybe, but I do know this. When it has run it's course I'll be on the look out for another female willing to take on the role of provider.