Hey brothers,

I've done a post recently because I found myself speaking and bounding with a girl that shaked my mind. Like in a blue pilled way. Once the red pill overcame my desire to fulfill the trashy blue pilled dream I woke up and instantly cut off any contact with that girl. No wonders how many bullets I've dodged with that move, she was seducing me and almost found myself going like an ox going to the slaughter. Thanks God and the Red pill I've dodged that.

But now. I can't lie to myself, cutting off was painful as fvck, due to the remains of 20 years of ingesting society's blue pill. So i'm going right through a red pill rage. Like I'm doing my best to make peace with the idea that I'll spend my life celibate, but it's hard to overcome the primal instinct to look for a girl.

I know here a lot of you have tons of experience more than me as I'm young. So here is the question : If you've been through something like that, how did you manage to overcome rage and depression? Do you have any advices?
I already go to the gym 2hours a day, building a company with my best friend, working hard towards my dreams, and take care of myself. Seems like it's not enough and I'm missing something to forget the instinct. I'm looking for your expériences mates. Sorry for my english.