31 been stuck living at moms or dads since 2nd year of college. Both parents are extreme psychotic narcissists. I'm extremely empathic. Hence I'm their dinner. Put downs , screaming, accusing 24/7. Got got caught up in wanting to be a walk on pro athlete and also smoking too much weed. Cost a lot of time and money.

Just had a pick and pack job. 360 a week for four 10 hour shifts soon to be 5 , but my dad kept screaming before work I had trouble making the bus in time and if I get a panic attack (from them is my only cause) I'm done for that day. So I quit.

Now I'm at a supermarket part time 900 a month.

Also Back at my psychotic moms house. Yelling all day.

The pick and pack liked me a lot but I had gotten a little fat and weak, it was hard to recover And I could go back but it was risky to my shoulders, knees and ankles. And basicly felt like hell to workout much bc it the job was so hard. I Now know I needed some supplements and stretching , foam rolling.

I'm asking could I save my body, put some of my EBay knowledge to the test, sell part time while doing stock part time? Or get another part Time job ? Or tough out the pick and pack position but be smarter? I was pretty much sprinting and "working two carts at once"