I can't exactly describe this, and trying would mean a wall of text, but I am beginning to associate female beauty and my attraction to it with a fear instinct. I don't mean thinking my out of making a bad decision, or a fear of rejection, but a "hair-standing" response; almost fight-or-flight. A recent creatively declined invitation I'm currently reflecting on is a major catalyst to this thought. I'm reflecting because it bothers me significantly. Just some random thoughts. Maybe some of you share similar experiences.

Interesting times we're living in.

Cheers gents.