It's funny how I have claimed myself as a MGTOW but then again failed even though all the stuff I read and practiced for a while. Some girl I didn't get along with slowly crept up into my life and I kinda allowed it to happen.

She claimed she had a LDR because her bf moved away. Thing is I was I was a stronger MGTOW then, and didn't even care. She saw I had no reaction and stopped chasing her. Of course this drove her nuts. 3 weeks later we fuck. Oh well. Hit and quit right? Then she started falling for me which I allowed.

The whole time I was with her I felt fake because of all the reading and warnings this sub has givin me. She later tells me her LDR is coming to visit next month and what I think. I don't think anything because we're not together. I got to experience a woman's true nature without getting involved. I am gradually stepping back to my old ways of a happy MGTOW while she can do what ever it is hamsters do. In the back of my mind I dodged a bullet and got free sex. But as soon as she tried to take it further, everything I read on here made me take a good long look at what I was getting into.

So yes i got weak, and fell down, but I got right back up.