Only before it did I even consider talking to my ex again...only after did I remember how she cheated and abused me, how she manipulated me and my dumbass wanted to go back even if for a FWB relationship? Just looking at her fb i saw that its been 3 years and since i didnt help, she didnt make any development over herself, shes the same awful person, just older and jobless, barely doing anything productive. Now ive got some nuggets, they will bring me more joy for less energy/money, this also got me thinking, why do women get so obsessed over their partner not fapping, or why cucks are fine with beeing caged in chastity? Women lose almost all their power of manipulation when a man is on PNC, thats why they want to controll it and be the masters of it, its another reason to deny sex to the partner. Thats why you need Post Nut Clarity for every important decision especially at my age, 18 years on this world is the worst at least for now when it comes to this. Very quick TL;DR dont think with your dick, if you need to chose, nut really quick, let the dumbing juice loose. P.S. just to be sure i got a question because i want to be sure i dont change my mind, should i start talking with her again? (I need as many "no"s as possible) rant over