(Throwaway post)

First time in probably 3 months my soon to be ex gets out of the shower and tells me shes horny, asks me to if I want to play around. I agree but not completely willing to do so. Just enough foreplay to get it in and she finishes in under a minute. Gives me just enough time to finish basically telling me to finish. It's been so long I didnt last long. I felt kinda sick during and after. Like I was being uses just to get her off and that me finishing isnt notable. Tells me thank you like I'm just a toy or a servant. I feel used.

Telling her no isnt answer, yes I know such simp attitude (I'm working on it). She'd call me all kinds of names and accuse me of sleeping with half the town. Well she accused me anyways. Joking or not... it's not funny.

So is this when you know that relationships are over and what not when your rather masturbate than do it with your partner?