Many people here wanted an update on the situation. If you don’t know what I’m talking about, I posted the original post at the bottom of this post.

Update: So, she left to go back to our home state and I am leaving next month. The last few weeks she was here she knew something was off. She tried having sex with me and I told her NO. The look in her eyes was crazy. She tried manipulating me with sex and I beat it. Wow. Anyways, she tried to butter me up before She left. I denied it just enough to not fall back in, but also not to get her violent. I’d be lying if I said I didn’t miss her. I spent three years with her. She never cheated or anything but I’m 99% certain she has BPD. She will go from normal to crazy in a moment. Like a switch goes off. Right now, I’m feeling alone but I think it will pass when I’m back home. With family and friends. I plan on getting a normal job when I get back. I’m currently a youtuber non-Mgtow related and it hasn’t been paying the bills as much. I also plan to begin studying computer programming. (I already know a little bit) Right now, video games are keeping me from losing my mind from isolation. I haven’t left the house in days.

“I’m 21. Started a relationship with her 3 years ago. Saw red flags in her behavior. But she was kind and I was her first sexual partner. So I let it slide. 2 years in, we decide to move across the country from our home state. A rapid shift in her personality occurs. She becomes crazy. Whenever she doesn’t get her way, she throws a fit. She’s begging me to marry her and I say no time soon since I’m only 21. she’ll stomp her feet, slam doors, etc. a few fights have turned physical. With her scratching at me, pouring drinks in our apartment, breaking things. I happily defend myself because “equality” remember?

Anyways, I miss my home state and will be moving back with my parent back home in a few months. Looking forward to going back home. This move has been a disaster. She’s moving back with her parents back home. She THINKS we are staying together but HELL NO. The second I’m back, and safe, and don’t have to deal with her outbursts. I’ll be telling her IM DONE.”