Sometimes I hate being MGTOW. Not in and of itself, but being red pulled - knowing that this is reality and actuality.

I hear music that takes me back to the first girl I fell in love with and wish I could have a feeling for someone again. But of course, every girl since have been a repeat and/or bigger and bigger dose of the red pill of the nature of women. The last one was the final answer for me and I found and became MGTOW.

But.. I still wish there could be a thing such as true love between couples. All is in vain though.