I’ve been kicked out of my friendship group because of a girl, lessons learned, haven’t spoken to a single person face to face for the past 2 weeks as I removed pretty much all of my toxic “friends” from my life who weren’t there for me when I was going through a major depressive phase. but since then I’ve been going to gym and eating healthy food, protein shakes, no sugar etc.

I’m kind of skinny fat atm but I want to gain muscle and get buff and feel good about myself. I have been described as attractive face wise and I hope I can get the full package, just so I can reject thirsty thots.

I don’t see women as friends anymore, they are simply a form of human, they are just people I tolerate now. Yes I won’t mind fucking one but that’s about it, I’ve emotionally checked out with women and it’s great because I’ve always done this and it’s good to finally focus on myself