Hi guys , need to let of some steam. And share a bit with open people.

I m an HIP Asperger and so i have been bullied and nocked till quite late , then i always felt of with how this world work to many things are not logical.

So i wanted to understand, so what i did i learned the normal things. Still too many things still don t make sense.

So i learned more i learn how to be super sociable, i learned some psychology,some social hacking and further practiced buy begining dating modifying my way of talking to people ( this worked).

But still things don t make sense so i kind of further linked things and went deeper, i tried manipulating a bit played finishing people sentences and simply predict . And started to understand what are all the dos and donts and what are the valued things.

I felt that all this world is a fucking joke even before knowing MGTOW. my reaction to that was learn more , understand things . Girls gold digging, people being selfish to no extent, work culture bullshit.

I m like at that point when everything is so much bullshit how do you fucking cope ? When you just want to be understood but so few people can, and you can just read them like open books. Hiw do you fucking cope ?