Nothing has changed Brothers. It's only gotten worse.. 1-6/10 are just as scandalous as any of them. What happened to the saying "if you aren't that decent looking, at least make up for it with a personality". I've been in like 3 LTR from 16 to now at 29. The first two I fucked over and had legitimate reasons to be hurt. Well I'm also a recovering meth addict and alcoholic. My ex was a recovering addict and alcoholic as well. Last 7 months wasn't working her program to be better. Slowly but surely would talk more about using. Well she also would keep saying "get a job" "let's move out" "marriage" . I don't have a job because I was trying my own business which I let crumble since I was trying to accommodate her schedule. ( This is my fault not hers). Well thank fucking God I knew this same bullshit was gonna happen. She flips out, she's got mental issues as well. So I kicked her out. Ohhh the bullshit of women. It's all my fault of her problems once again. I've been with her 5 years 3 years we used together. Boys I used to just fuck them and leave them. I was the guy fucking Tyrone's girl and Chad's mom. But during my last year's of addiction I wanted a girl to just use with and not care to much about looks. We've been off and on again for the past 5 years. I just thought maybe this time since we were sober that shit I'm dating a downgrade girl..this should go smoothly. Fuck that.. women just have no mental capacity to even understand there wrongs. Do women like that even exist anymore? Sorry if this makes zero since. The dumb bitch had to have her mommy come and get stuff just now. But I'm the loser. Now at 29 I have to get a job. Figure out what career I wanna take go to college get a skill. Still at my mom's. Need to get a car. Don't worry I'm not a free loader anymore. Lol. I just had a good amount of money saved when I first started the business and have had money to pay bills. Ughh the bitch wanted to get our own place and had zero money saved but yet it was my fault I didn't have a job job at the time but yet paid my bills and still have enough for a place. Basically just transforming Bros. Been reading this page for the last day and I needed to read your stuff. Why shouldn't I just focus on myself? Im ready to get my own place and stuff and succeed without anyone. Idk I guess I feel let down. Part of me wants her to OD so I can say I told you so. Part of me just wants her to stay sober and live a good life. Well thanks for reading fellas.