I believe I've lurked enough so good morning everyone. I hope you are all having a nice day today. I'm a young European male, early 30s who's been living in US for over 2 decades. While I feel I should submit to the surroundings I still feel a culture shock even till this day and with our Russian/Ukrainian Jewish culture dying out quick in the city doesn't help neither.

I had a fairly healthy teenage life and I am thankful for the experiences it taught me and overall it was pretty normal but like many Russian/Ukrainians in America eventually start to show their true colors and begin to show off and talk down on others ranging from lifestyle to careers to clothes and pretty much everything in-between. This was a pretty hard slap in the face as I was never the type to show off and just went about my business while the herd of sheep followed each other trying to out do one another while I went the other way, which today is know as Men Going Their Own Way. This started happening to me around 18 when I graduated high school and by the time I finished my career choice I was pretty much a lone wolf by 23. Now, at least, I know the proper term to use which is MGTOW.

While MGTOW in my opinion has many flaws and negative consequences through my observations and lurking they are still a sliver of the great things MGTOW does so that's another topic later but the subject I wanted to touch on is the feeling of superiority I feel and wanted to know if anyone shares the same idea here or are we just being selfish due to our misfortunes.

For instance I just cannot help to feel that I just simply have true logic when it comes to things such as career choice, time management, hobbies, finances and just generally feel that the way I live (and it may not even be tied to MGTOW) is truly the exemplary way to live. Sure work sucks at times but that's work but I've established such a firm stronghold with my career that I am pretty much set for life and I don't even like what I do but I do know one thing that when I clock out I don't think about it and I do not take it home with me while I know many people do and the only thing they have going for them is work. That's a horrible way to live. With that being said, being a loner my week nights and weekends are free to do as I please while I genuinely know others do not and think and worry about their deadlines or their bosses. This brings me to hone my hobbies even more. Even as simple as my music tastes I feel they are superior to other genres of music and even if I just break my day into 8 hours of work 8 hours of video games and 8 hours of sleep I feel superior. I just can't explain but I really feel that even when I don't do things or may not be as active I am still superior with the things I don't do but just because I know I can do them right now if I wanted too.

Yes, I have been rejected more than one human being should be in life and rejected women as well so karma ect. and I know about xyz about texts and people saying their busy when their not. I'm no super model but I do good for myself and I know I can crush the internet and the dating scene if I actually tried with all my acquired toys and body art and hobbies and glamorous shots but I just feel that I am way too superior to do that.

I really feel like a leader and the only thing that's a bummer is that I see great guys here, like myself, who are real men with extraordinary tales and great genes and DNA that will sadly not be able to reproduce in order to create amazing offspring of logic and leadership.

I broke protocol don't get me wrong because I do enjoy to date and yeah I get my feelings hurt at times just like everyone else but I really hope whatever it is that's happening here is going to work out in the end because according to my lurking we will get blamed for this down the line.

Sorry for such a long post, had to get it out. Anybody else feel this way?