This is kind of a long read so Tl;dr at the bottom but I hope at least one guy out there who reads this can learn from my experience.

I considered myself to be Mgtow last year, having my life planned out, moving quickly up my company's ranks. I avoided the women in my workplace after almost losing my mind over a gorgeous Venezuelan gal, then out of nowhere, a young single mother who had a boyfriend tried flirting with me. I thought "no big deal, I'll let her do most of the flirting and keep the messages saved in case HR needs to get involved".

This was back in September 2019. She had a boyfriend who's father was dying (imagine that) and wanted to be fucked by me for whatever reason. I genuinely did not know. Fast forward a bit, she meets my family, spends Christmas and new years with us, she would come to my place on her lunch break to get fingered by me .... Now, I'll tell you guys... It was amazing. My ego shot out of this world. She told me I was the first to make her squirt, cum, actually satisfy her in bed, and admitted that sex was the main reason for her wanting to leave her bf. I was actually pretty responsible and ethical though. I didn't touch her sexually until she officially ended things with that guy. We fuck almost every week but she refused to let me wear condoms.

Well, fast forward a couple months and I'm promoted. They look to her for a possible promotion as well. She's a great worker and asset to the company, she was really thoughtful, sweet, spent as much money as I did on dates and would miss work to have an 8 hour fuck fest at the Marriott. She broke contact with all her guy friends, her slutty friends, made me feel wanted, loved, like the greatest man in the world, etc.

STILL WASN'T WORTH IT

She texted me a while ago saying she lost feelings for me. So.... What is a man supposed to do now? I did skip most of the drama for you guys but it was nothing too serious. Just petty fights over jealousy and her being bratty over wanting to go shopping but me wanting to rest instead. Of course, her stupid and spoiled little girl (Satan incarnate) was a giant thorn but I was actually willing to help her raise the thing.

Men, you could do everything for a woman. She could do everything for you that she possibly can. But one thing she'll never be able to do is love you unconditionally. At the drop of a hat, she can switch and turn into your worst enemy. I would say I wasted all that time but I at the very least got to rent her three holes for free, went raw in all of them and she's not pregnant. Go your own way, gentlemen. In case you guys want more details, just ask.

Most important take away is that some of you, like me last year, could be tempted to get back into dating. Thinking "what's the worst that can happen?". I actually avoided mgtow thoughts and fell in love with her. But deep down in my heart I guess I was always mgtow. Now she's calling and messaging me, telling me she fucked up (no shit). But she lost me. I won my happy ever after. Cheers.

Tl;dr - Was mgtow in 2019, dated a single mom and I thought she was the one I would marry. NOPE! Mgtow always wins.