It’s sad to realize that the romance you once believed, and found faith in. IS BASICALLY DEAD.

I can feel how I become less assertive and driven when I‘m around women when not completely blending them out.

Everytime I ignored, I got attention. I feel like these millenial girls from my area just fricking cry to be abused. As I see the guys with substance get turned off.

At the moment I‘m very disrespectful towards these girls that are around the park I somethimes chill when not working on my business anf going into nature.

It‘s crazy but, they seem to enjoy when I diss em. I talk dirty, I try to give no non sex related attention.

Something about these bitches just tells me that they are seeking attention like a drug. Pretending to like a guy just to reject and boost their EGO.