I [34m] am at the lowest point in My life. Live in a small third world country. No job, living with my parents, 6 month GF didn't work out because of my own insecurities. depressed and ashamed to show my face in public because I'm such a boring fuckup. Have not completed my university studies in marketing and advertising, got a few jobs related, programmer, designer, strategist marketer, bilingual. Hate my career, can't stand most of the people in that niche and the lack of respect in that environment. Almost a year without working out: skinny legs flabby gut kinda good looking tho. I dont think im dumb, but im obviously not as smart as id need to have my shit together. Don't even know where to start to get a life. I know i should get back to my Boxing routine.

Am I just a lazy fuck? I feel like if I could get my finances sorted everything would fall back into place. Starting a bussines feels like the way to go, but my lack of confidence is an issue with that.

Need some serious advice, I'm willing to put in the work to get this done. What should I do, what would e a good business for someone like me? a fulfilling project that pays the bills and allows me to save and invest?

TL;DR: life sucks, money, social, professional, relationships, all gone to shit. What should I do with my life? Besides ending it ofc.