I am both myself and my completing second half. I'm looking at a group of normies having fun as I am writing this and they seem to compliment eachother very well which s good for them.

I'm here thinking that I do not need that. I think I would have an easier time making normie friends if I was completely neurotypical and needed someone else to be complete. It is a trope that men call their wives their better half, their second half(as if men couldn't have more than 1 wife), and so on. It is common for blue pilled men to look for someone who "completes them"; I am not perfect but in this sense, I am complete. I have been together with different women in my life but I entered celibacy 2 years ago.

Imagine if there was a sign on the goals you wanted to fulfill in life, as if it could be seen upon success, successful kids, recognicion, old age, enjoyment of life, fulfilling the role you want to fill. Now imagine if the signs upon grains of rice as if you could attain them by eating the rice. Imagine already having eaten the rice and being fulfilled, only having to live a dignified life and dying. That is what it is like to not be bound by the honorless goal setting the current americanized society places upon oneself. I do not long for death but I am not bound by the goals others (often in vain) try to accomplish without a deep reward.

Being a MGTOW when society tries to make you chase women and spend on women instead of living in celibacy so that the elite men can marry all the women for themselves requires you to have a bit of a mentality like this. I don't want to come off as bragging as I am complimenting you, with this mentality, who perhaps desire women but is complete and without need of outer verification from humans of low inner weight. I wish you all good lives.