Played with my dog, he likes to bite on sticks and be a show-off, so I do the same to let him know I get him. My customer gave me another few thousand dollars in business today. I arranged my apartment with my roommate this past weekend. I did some deadlifts, bench presses, curls, squats, rows, shoulder press. I ate a salad with chicken on it.

I guess I got a comment about how much weight I had lost from a workout coach I half-way am acquainted with, and while I appreciate it and it's nice I'm not eating healthy and working out for sexual attention. Truthfully, these last two years, I have felt more than ever sexual harassment and on a few occasions I think I've wanted to say #meToo because women partners have "sexually assaulted" me.

That's how it rolls around in my brain to give me enough to feel included in society (if only in my head) or like I have enough dirt on the situation to bare my ugliness at society. I just feel objectified and demeaned often by women like my bank account is assumed and my desire for sex is assumed. The key is just to not get angry about it. People are being demeaned and objectified.

My dad arguably was MGTOW before MGTOW existed. Two years ago burst my bubble with me getting criminally offended by a depraved woman and the city doing not much beyond a slap on the wrists. She at least went to jail for a weekend. Plus she was a lawyer, so I felt like I earned double points for papa bear. It dawned on me even though I knew it wasn't healthy: almost every negative thing my dad told me about the world turned out to have modest truth.

But for me, MGTOW started in my mid twenties when I was in that awful, 21st century American co-dependent relationship. After that, I just knew that to survive in this era, one must either belong to a cult (e.g. Christianity) or make enough money to survive multiple divorces (e.g. like Billy Joel).

That's about it for me!

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