I've made the concrete decision to leave. I'll be dead within a month if I have to live here any longer. Currently emailing houseshares and other arrangements, and in the process of finding money so I can get out. I won't need as much as I think, so I can get the money together quickly, especially if I liquidate assets, and I can fit 95% of my stuff in a large suitcase, a rucksack and two medium sized lockable cases. All I need now is someone to escort my stuff to said location.