Had to teach a new girl at work yesterday. Really had no choice, but it's fine since my boss knows me, and knows I would never do anything towards her, except piss her off. First time in a while that I had to interact with a girl, since I just keep to myself most of the time nowadays.

During the small-talk that she initiated (I didn't ask her a single personal question during the 8 hours we were on shift), I laid out my love for martial arts, my strict celibacy and abstinence, and how I much I enjoy just being myself and living a peaceful life. I'm basically full warrior monk at this point. By the end of our shift, she had asked about so much personal stuff, like about my family, where I was born, etc, that it'd felt like a date. In the meantime, I'd ragged on her for bitching about her bullshit eating disorder, and told her, harshly, to get her shit together. In essence, I'd treated her the same way a drill sergeant would treat a bitch recruit.

Never, ever, have I felt such lust emanating from a girl. Too bad she was pretty much the complete opposite of my type, even if she is skinny and pretty.

Ever since I went MGTOW, I've been improving myself. I've lost over 60lb, and continue to get more healthy, and in turn, my testosterone increases. And women EVERYWHERE seems to notice. It's fucking frustrating, but goes to show that women want what they can't have.