You are just enamored with the idea of her.

Coming into this world, we initially lack the desire to engage with the opposite sex. Come puberty, and we suddenly lose all sense of control. This isn't "love" as much as it is your monkey brain saying "Time to pass on your genes!" Like other mammals, we are compelled by nature to mate. Really, the only reason why you desire women is because you want to get your rocks off. Why else do you think so many men put up up with abusive partners? It's sex, or at least the hope that they might get sex, that drives them.

Concepts such as 'love" and "support" were only attached later on to make it seem like something "beautiful" rather than two raw lust. It doesn't help that society tries to brainwash and condition us from a young age. Relationships are shoved in our faces wherever we go-- movies, books, poems, songs, you name it! This creates a false image of women in our minds, as something that will enrich our lives and contribute to long-term happiness.

To summarize for you, the reason we are SO intent on pursuing women is because:

Sex.

Emotional support. (Which they won't provide you with)

Companionship. (Which they won't provide you with)

Housekeeping. (How many women know how to cook anymore?)

As you can see, nearly all of these can be achieved: By yourself, through making friends, or by buying a dog. This only leaves sex on the table. Women have nothing to offer that you can't obtain elsewhere.

So no, women aren't going to make you happier. That's a lie created by both your brain (and society) to rationalize bad decisions.

GYOW.